Progression

It feels almost like a joke.  As I banked all my hope on this new medication.  Instead of my medication beginning to work, I am progressing.  I hurt.  All the time.  I don't want to admidt it and want to work my way through it but it is there and more than I can ignore.  Imagine a cramp in your calf.  Now have that in both all the time.  They wanted me to see my neurologist urgently.  His urgent is 7 days away.  A busy man.  Until then and even after possibly I hurt.  More then just my legs.